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Do not try to find out WHY,Do not Curious.
I just used to it, & want to hide all this.
That's the way i feel secured.

154. 我們都傻 - 楊丞琳

作詞：吳易緯(生命樹樂團) / 陳威全
作曲：陳威全

計算著為你留下了多少眼淚
就代表 又對我的心 撒了多少謊

但每次我都選擇 選擇相信
相信你是 愛我的

倔強的以為我真的能改變你
看你裝無辜的眼神 我很窒息
難道你沒有看見 看見我對你的好
還是你忘了 那些數不清的愛情軌跡
你說我傻 傻在愛上 只懂愛自己的人

我說你傻 傻在愛她 你的眼睛騙不了人
我們都傻 傻在為一段沒有未來的愛情付出
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

你說我傻 傻在愛上 沒有感情的分身
我說你傻 傻在愛她 就固執的奮不顧身
我們都傻 傻在寧願被犧牲也不願放棄天真
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

倔強的以為我真的能改變你
看你裝無辜的眼神 我很窒息
難道你沒有看見 看見我對你的好
還是你忘了 那些數不清的愛情軌跡

你說我傻 傻在愛上 只懂愛自己的人
我說你傻 傻在愛她 你的眼睛騙不了人
我們都傻 傻在為一段沒有未來的愛情付出
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

你說我傻 傻在愛上 沒有感情的分身
我說你傻 傻在愛她 就固執的奮不顧身
我們都傻 傻在寧願被犧牲也不願放棄天真
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

誰沒有為愛做過傻事
只是問心無愧 諷刺也無所謂

我說我傻 傻在愛上 沒有感情的分身
你說你傻 傻在愛她 就固執的奮不顧身
我們都傻 傻在寧願被犧牲也不願放棄天真
還在期待會有奇蹟出現

還在期待會有奇蹟出現

153. Times

I can see you're laughing you're smiling...

You can tell me.. it's not a big deal..

You told me that you've been in this situation

But.. there's a different, don't you sense it?

Don't tell me you've been through.

'coz the situation you experienced, I experienced too.

In fact, that's not the same.

Talk always easier than do...

Don't keep asking me "how? what's the next..."
Why ask me in this moment?

Don't you see, I'm trying my best to calm down? v.v
Don't you see, my instability?

I just need some times to figure it out...

Can you try to understand? i just need TIMES

I can't tell you I'm okay because I'm not.

P.S:
Thanks a girl who comfort me, 
listen to me and told me her experience as well. 
You truly understand me.. thanks.
As you said, 
few days later i will be fine.
And move forward soon.

152. need to heal and return

I predict the worst situation that I might having. But I don't know it would be that bad. Yes, I told myself I'm strong enough to take it. And I will be. But it's just takes me some times to reach there. And I need to figure it out how.
I was shocked and stunned. What am I suppose to do the next? I just automatically pause here. Stand at no way. Mood messed up. I screwed up my life. Am I not trying my best? Am i just way too stupid?
Such a huge blow. It's really affected my life a lots. Are this all arranged by GOD? A punishment? or a big challenge to me? I wanted to fight on. But I'm scared, terrified. I've been trained to turn all the awful, bad things in my life off. I always run from those. Afraid of all those things. But i still can't escape. Still happened and ruin my life again. I hate it.
ashamed? feel so hurt. I thought it's not a big deal. But it is.
I still wanna run from this cruel reality...... Please my GOD, helps me! i have to be strong enough to face it. I need the spirit! i need the powers to overcomes... 

151. 堅強﹒我的朋友

發生得太突然了

看見你的心倘著血 我的心也很痛
 就因爲你平時 很會為別人着想 很努力 很堅強 很懂事

所以更心疼你 想安慰你

但 我不知道該怎麽做

真的 真的…… 希望

你坚强着 好好的 健健康康的 快快樂樂的

你永遠是他的骄傲 他的安慰

你和家人永远是他的最愛

他會默默地 守護你和你家人

保佑你们的

所以 你要好好愛你自己 照顾好自己 還有照顧你家人

那麽他也會很欣慰的

加油 我的朋友

會永遠在你身邊支持你 珍惜你 愛你

記得堅強點  一切都會好起來的

a hug for you, my dear.

150. Accept somehow is Respect

Accept the way they are.. 

Accept the way they think.. 

You may be strongly disagreed.

You may want to counter it oppose it

However, you are you.. he is he.. or she is she..

Everyone is unique, no one's mind will be the same.

You may just express your point of view

Take it or leave it, at the end is non of your concern anymore.

Although you may be desperately wanna get someone out of trouble

The fact is, final decision always done by the one who face it.

Believe.. every decision behind's always a reason.

"Accept" is "Respect".

Therefore understand and respect others.

Especially to your parent, your children, your friends or your spouse/mate/fere.

PS: bully.hate.intolerate.discrimination.

 respect others as you want yourself to be respected.

"Live peaceful with RESPECT"

149. 朋友

朋友？

应该是… 最体谅你的人

在你需要帮助时…… 帮助你

在你拍拖忽略他时…… 总是生气后原谅你

在你无聊 / 烦恼时…… 陪伴你

在你伤心难过时…… 借你肩膀温暖你

在你发脾气时…… 包容你

总是想起你、 关心你、 在乎你、 喜欢你……

那 就是朋友。